Nothing Ado

What do you do when you find a flaw in your life? I have learnt to appreciate beauty in the breakdown (as the song goes), and would more often than not angle an area of gaping lack so that it could be re-interpreted as fulfillment. I was never the type to strive for change (just not worth it, if by good fortune, you think the way I do...)

So what happens when there's a glaring defect that you find no other way around, except to have it forever removed from your life, yet couldn't? I'd love to hate you.

But the worst part about hating someone, is that the burden falls solely upon your shoulders to keep it up. I have no wish to punish myself for anyone's mistakes. And the effort entailed in shutting someone out only goes to show how important she still is. Nothing ado with that kind of senseless struggle from now on. The distance between thrall and release. One thought is all it takes.

And after all the denial and agitation, with all the harsh words taken out, the fact remains that you are a blemish in my life. This truth I accept.

Perhaps Freud, like many other great minds, was right. Society comes together for progress. The culmination of which is death.