Have you ever suffered a heartache? It's what happens when someone touches your heart, and then decides to let go. At that very same moment, your heart laments its indelible fate that it would never again be given the choice to stop beating. And so this wondrous muscle starts to ache in a somewhat exaggerated, prolonged fashion. So as to allow you the full extent of its musing.
I remember the moment it all began. We were at the bus-stop near my place. I asked if you had seen my note. You simply murmured; to think you wouldn't even have confronted the issue if I hadn't plucked up every ounce of courage in my soul to do so...And then I told you what I thought was best for you. I wanted you to be happy. You only smiled.
When I reached home, I wondered why my cheeks were moist. And then the wrenching inside of me was palpable. So now I sit around to fight back the tears. I try to run whenever I can. It's still true speed creates miracles in setting the head back on reality. But did you know it does nothing to purge a broken heart. I find no other way out.
If one day time should come to a standstill for me, and I could attempt the most reckless of behaviours without abiding by the consequences; I would have you know, that I resent model answers the world over.
2 comments:
heartache.
when all semblance of cardiac electrical activity seemingly stops and the emotional void manifests as a searing, thousand-needles-piercing-your-skin-through-every-organ
-imaginable kind of physical pain.
and we feel like we may never recover.
running helps. :) the endorphins, hypoxia, lactic acid.
takes away not all, but some of the pain. that dull ache within still exists but eventually we manage.
and when perspiration mingles with the tears on my face, nobody can tell i've been crying.
stumbled across your blog by accident.
you write beautifully; in an almost ethereal, thought-provoking manner.
this post struck a chord somewhere in the deep recesses of my puny little heart.
Hey,
Inspiration shows, and we all have our good moments...So thank you so much for your compliment; I don't always write well :p
And I understand too, what you're going though, so pls take care. And when you need to get it all out, know that your friends are always near; ME included :)
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